When I was going through the photos i shot for Christmas, I laughed at this photo of how Caitlin tried to duck away from the camera.  I held out my hand over the piano and had no idea what was in focus or not.  I really did wish she was the one in focus.  

The thing is now i may be the only pianist in camp.  and yes, it’s a huge pressure, and my heart just weight a million pound extra.  there are cliche encouragement or consolation, but there are also promises of truth.  Lord, just help me stay focus this time.  ON YOU.  Doesn’t matter how many pianist, help us to be true worshippers.  Let all fade away, fade away.  Let our eyes stay focus on the sparrow.

触手可及。

真的好希望能触手可及这一切。 梦想，心愿，幸福，爱情。 你们都还在远处。 我还摸不着，还到不了。

Pink is for the colour of the milk I drank 2 nights ago.  Yes, I reached out for the carton without reading the ‘strawberry-flavoured milk’.  Black is for the colour of my heart now.  Evil, sarcastic, without compassion.  And White is for fighting to stay afloat.     

wanted to post this yesterday night.  something i had before heading for bed.  tea.  tea with lemon slices.  tea with lemon slices with honey added.  tea with lemon slices, with a teaspoon of honey together with wild berries tea bag.  this was my tea.

was in a very sulking mood just now, am recovering from it. pray for a gentle spirit, a loving spirit.  a submissive spirit.  we are all in the bond of love, aren’t we? 

mommy,  happy mother’s day, love you ok?  love you ya. i wish i can be half as smart as you.

Finding joy in your marriage.  Finding joy in your singleness.  His joy for us can be found in all seasons.  How far am I convinced about that?